Should I get an abortion?

Way too many people are asking themselves this question. People need to know what abortions are all about.

I am not another "religious" person that's just being radical and over-reacting. I heart is broken for these babies being killed everyday.

Today April got to have baby Ella over. I love kids, but I never have really thought so much into babies and the issue of abortion. I never really cared before today.

Today, I was reluctant to hold the baby. Its been a while since Ive held a tiny baby, so I didn't really remember what to do. I couldn't resist her for long though. When I was holding her in my arms, all I could think about was what I knew of her story. In my arms is this tiny baby. She is beautiful! This baby should have been someone's best Christmas gift ever, as she was born on Christmas day. Right now she is in foster care because she was born with Meth in her system. Her mom has about 6 months to get her life together and get her baby back.

As I stared at her, I wondered, how could anyone give this up? This little baby, a gift from God. This little miracle. How could so many people choose drugs over their children? How could so many people give up children and get abortions, while there are many who would give anything to be able to conceive just one baby?

I don't know this baby, but I do know that I love her so much. God created her with a plan and a purpose, and it just doesn't seem right that if her mom had chosen to, she could have terminated her birth, and her right to life. That cant be right, no matter how bad the circumstances may seem.

I have been weeping from being overwhelmed by the thoughts I am having today. I have friends that have gotten abortions, and it just breaks my heart that they had chosen to kill their babies. watch this clip:



This sickens my heart. The thought of some babies being born and living apart from the mother and being left to die in a storage room. Now how is that any different from aborting a baby even a few days old? The first day most of the babies features are made up like if it is a boy or girl, what color eyes and hair it will have and other things.

My heart is just broken right now. God is working something in my heart. I pray and hope that April can get her baby and we can give her a chance to have a better chance at life and raise her to be a Christ-Follower. Her whole life and even eternity could be altered, and we could get to have a chance to be involved in it. I know God has a plan no matter what happens.

I love God.

I love Jesus

"No Turning back, Ive made up my mind, I'm giving all of my life this time..."

I really love God. That's all I can say. I'm not going to be another statistic. I am going to be one of the few that make it. I've gotten too far to turn back now. It breaks my heart when I see others turn to sin, and I cant imagine how much more God hurts when they turn from Him. I care for people, but God's love is perfect, and He loves them so much more than I ever could.

I want to hate sin like God hates sin.

I want to love God like no one has loved Him before.

Even if everything in my life doesnt make sense, God is all I need to focus on and it will all work out.

Much love,
Corine

God is waiting to give you a gift...

Really quick... I learned something today...

I was talking to my favorite person, April... (Well not so much talking as I was listening because I'm so stinking shy that I never say anything and I HATE it!) and something came up in what she was saying and I liked it a lot. This isn't probably what exactly she was saying, and it had nothing to do with anything she was really talking about, but this is what I got out of the convo...

It went a little something like this...

So there is God right?
And he is sitting there watching us.
You can tell by His face that he is excited.
Maybe he looks a little like this:



Ok so I know that's a picture of some weird woman, but imagine with me for a moment..

So there is God with this great gift he Wants to give us...
Watching us walk toward Him more and more everyday..
And He is just waiting for the right time.
Waiting to give you a gift.
A gift called blessing.

But maybe you decide to walk away.
Maybe not turn around, but just not waling straight toward Him anymore.
His excitement slowly turns to disappointment.
Then the disappointment turns to sadness.
Finally, God is broken hearted by your choice to walk away.

He had this great gift for you but you never knew it
Now you'll never see it because you walked away

Or maybe you didn't walk away, but its getting hard.
You feel like you want to give up...
you might feel like your working for nothing.
Im here to tell you DON'T GIVE UP!
Maybe your gift (blessing) is right around the corner.

God has plans for you. You might not be able to see it now, but you will. Eventually it wall make sense. God is just watching you and waiting for the right time to give you your gift. You will never know how much potential you could have that God wants to use if you give up now.


This was good for me to hear, but Ill write more later...

Late!