So today...

Woke up... checked the status of Prop 8... Good day!

Got online... got lost in lala internet land and lost track of time talking to ppl. Got a phone call from Gidget, my boss, freaking out about when I was coming to work. Somthing about needing to call all the football kids about the game and GPAs or something.. i didnt understand... So naturally, I went back to the computer and procrastinated starting my day. Finally took a shower and headed to get Jocelyn for work... and Got there like 2 minutes late. Gidget needed me like... Id say 2 hours earlier... lol my bad.

It was an early day for the kids, so it was kinda crazy. I just got to hang out and play games with them most of the day. I love days like that!

Then there was some kind of lock down drill. Apparently earlier in the day a kid pulled out a knife on another kid so they wanted to make sure that we could do the lock down procedure right if something like that happened during program or some crap... then a bunch of drama went down. it was lame...

Then we did those wat up warm up videos with the kids and the hip hoop (hula) videos. HECKA FUN! but very tiring. lol.

Then it was off to youth group. I wasnt at all ready to play guitar tonight. It was crazy... I had some hecca good tacos though that made my day!

Pastor Ken talked about dating tonight... About how to go about dating and what not... and what the bible says about relationships... and it got me thinking...

How do you know when you are ready to be in a relationship with someone? How do you make that transition from being friends to "courting" or whatever the crap youre supposed to be when your more than friends...? ITs so lame...

Honestly, Dating kinda scares me. I dont wanna fall away from God and get distracted by a guy. I dont wanna end up giving into temptations. I really donw wanna face it all. And im so stinking trusting but on the other hand, I dont want to be taken advantage of... idk... I guess I should just talk this one out with God...

On a lighter note...

Tell me why... when I got into bed last night. I was listening to my ipod in the dark on my bed. just chillin... and all of a sudden I felt something on my head.. I thought maybe it was lint or something from my head board... nope... wrong...

IT WAS A FREAKING MONSTOR OF A PINCHER BUG!!!

OMG! I freaked out. I reached up to feel was was on me and it was moving... I threw it on the floor... turned on the light and this thing had to be like 2 inches long!!! GROSS!!! I dont know how I got back into that same bed only minutes later... Ya im pretty savage! =]

Well thats all I have to say for now... YEE!

Night!